wheres the motivation????

alright, well, i told you a few posts ago that i was going to greece to see my stepdad [hes in the military] so im kinda excited cuz his kids and i [step bro an sis] are really close and they get here today...and we dont leave for greece until tuesday..so were gona have tons of fun betwn these next two daysss... we bad when we get together so hopefully we stay out of trouble. But I really need to focus cuz im taking online summer school classes, n i have deadlines to turn in stuf before i leave out....but they may just distract me from the work. i have work im spsed to be doin now, but i just dont feel like it. I have been cleanin all day, and im tired. hella tired. soooooo... after i write this blog, im guna go eat n rest my nerves n hopefully my mom wont make me do anything else or go anywhere cuz i dont feel like it. i wana just sit on my behind....somebody motivate me pleaseee!!!!!!!!! ahhhhhhhhh ... welll yea,, thats me for today.... bye bye 4 now [:

The Tarzan...who swings on blinds???

The Mastermind

Alright well, idk if you know this or not. But I have one bilogical sister [tons of step n what not] But she is 5 yrs old, and she is rrreeeaaly BAD! [she knows it too,lol] But she's the total opposite of me. I mean, when I was her age, I liked dolls, and play houses, n jewlery and makeup. Well, this chic for fun, likes dogss and lizzards and all kinds of reptiles n she gets into EVERYTHING!! she calls it "adventure hunting".. I call it, "searching for a whoopin'"..lol, well, I could tell you countless stories of her past extreme adventures gone wrong like, how she cut her hair into a mowhawk, [[at 3 yrs old] . or how she drew a mural on the wall in her room(@ age 1]. [ALL over the wall] BUt this one seems to be the latest and funniest one so far. and I keep wondering why, whenever she decides to do one of her CRAZY stunts, III am the one supposed to be watching her at the time...crazy, huh? Well, a few weeks ago, we were at home and I was babysitting her that day, and I decided that I would take her to the park...But of course, I had to jump in the shower, get ready and all that. well, I thought she would stay out of trouble if I just let her watch TV in the den while I got ready before I got her ready n stuff. well needless to say, I was wrong, and we never did ,ake it outside either. when I got out the shower I was alarmed by a loud CRASH sound comn from the den. So I called out her name to see what was wrong, and she didnt answer [silence is never good when it comes to her, it almost definitely means she dun did sumthin wrong] so I go to see what it was, make sure she wasnt dead lyin in the floor or sumthin, n as i come down the stairs, she tryna block me from entering the room. Im like, what was that?? and she tells me nothing, and as I continue walking , the first thing I notice is the window. The curtains dun fell down, the blinds, everything!! and you know what she tells me?? I was swingin on it like an acrobat[tarzan], and it fell down n broke!! oh, she was scared xpecially when I told her she better pray I can fix it, cuz mommy was guna tare them buns up! lol. so, it gets even funnier cuz she gets down on her knees and immediately starts cryin and prayin to god that I can fix it. ohhh,, it was priceless!! another memory to add to our collection of funny times she got in trouble!!!! hahahaha!! ii want sum feedback on this one. :)

Ya Gurrll in action::

&&yea, daz mee in dah back ground, =]

But even through all of that, I love that chick, like no other <3

yett &&] still

Randomosity - yep thats me !

well, i really haven did a new post in a while cause i didnt know what to write about. but im guna create this new series of posts called "Randomosity" I kinda stole the idea from my aunt, she ha a blog on here to at cashanamusings.blogspot.com [if yu'd like to check it out] and she does this thing called randoms where its like random toughts, so I thought I'd try it to see what ppl think. hopefully you like it,,, so here goes:::

• I like butterflies
• My sister just recently got in trouble for swinging off the blinds and breaking them cause she thought she was tarzan, i might do a post dedicated to just that. lol she's 5
• I always wondered why guys think its cool to let the world see their underwear, to me thats nasty but hey
• Why does my mother insist that I do things at a specific time of the day? does it really matter what time I do it during the day if im guna do it at some point of the day anyway??
• I made some spaghetti today and it was good! alost as good as my grandmother's
• Im getting ready to leave for greece next tuesday so I will have a ton to blog about when I get there.
• Why do people smoke crack if they see what happens to other people on crack?
• and what is so cool about smoking weed, when it smells like doo doo? personally, i cant smoke anything smelling bad like that. I mean I could understand black&milds cuz they smell good, but marijuanna? nope, no buddy
• crack really does kill
• I noticed that a lot of people have fashion blogs kinda similar to Daniel "Diggy" Simmons.

well, this was my first attempt at randomosity im not sur if I like it so much, but maybe ill get better at it the more I try. give me feed back, tell me how you like it!!

thats it for now, might post again later todayy... get me followers plzzz!!!! still tryin to iimprove the blog..be patient and bare with me plxz. thankxx :)

Michael Jackson

As you probably already know, I am 14 years young, and this is my first real attempt at creating and managing a blog. And so far, its not going so well.. I love to write when I have the urge and passion, and the right topic. And right now, I just feel the urge and the passion to write about Michael Jackson, so thats what I will do. I may not have lived for but 1/4 of his tremendous life, but we all know and have to admit that no matter who or how old you are, no matter your color, or race. Michael Joeseph Jackson has had some sort of an impact on your life. Try and prove to me otherwise, you wont suceed. Now I remember when I first acknowledged this dynamic man of wisdom beyond his own years of living. And I thought to myself:, "who is he? he must be a true king for people to honor him like this!" It was on the BET Awards. I dont recall the actual year, but It was when they did the tribute to James Brown. Now, this wasnt the first time I had actually seen or heard of him, It was the first time I had actually acknowledged him for his greatness.
Him and James Brown cut up that night on that stage. And I could just tell, how honored they both were, both kings to be in each other's presence. and how much they admired one another for their acomplishments. Both of them who may now rest in Heaven together, which I know they are probably throwing a big party right now to celebrate.! But that is not my point. I want to take the time now, to inform people on the life of Michael Jackson, and how it has affected me. Its sad to say that before his death, I did not know all of the great things he has done. And now, that he is gone, and I have had the time to research and learn what I want to know about this man. I never understood before how people could show such a hate towards him, and to tell you the truth, I still cant understand it today. It angers me how the press and media continue to destroy this mands image now that he is gone. It just makes me wonder, when will they let the troubles of his life go? Do they have not a better life than focusing so faithfully on one mans flaws? which we all have. Nobody is perfect, and no one is understood fully by everyone. And life is not meant to be that way. There are some things about Michael that no one will ever have the true nswers to and that is jut something we have to deal with. And I know, I kinda jumped around with this blog, but you all have heard the stories and lies about him, and you know what I am reffering to. But regardless of all that we cannot deny his talent. Narural talent. We cannot deny the fact that he was a musical genuis, let alone all the money he donated to charities[millions], all the records he broke. His phenomenal performance abilities. How is it that we can only linger on the negative, which by the way, does not outweigh the positive, to destroy this man, this DEAD mans image? And dont get me wrong, because every one is entitled to their own opinion, but I am however, also allowed to opinionate on that opinion. take that however you want. And its just as simple as that. Michael Jackson was a living legend, he died a legend, and will always be remembered as a legendary man. The King of Pop, he was called. Which, to me, isnt even half of the man he was. But it is what it is. I just wish that people would see it the way that I do, being a minor. I may not have all of the wisdom in the world, but I have been told of being very wise beyond my age. And hopefully that is true. Hopefully I get good feedback from this one, that would be greatly apprechiated. And sorry if it was a little confusing, and if I jumped around a bit. It was late at night when I wrote this. But back to the point, we all should honor Michael Jackson past his faults, mishaps, flaws and all. We should recognize him for his good, not bad [whatever that might be]. And we should also stop judging his actions, his appearance, and stop buying into what the bogus media has to say to damage him. We know what he is, what he's done, and lets not forget it. Please. And that is all, thank you! =]







Rest In Peace - Michael Joeseph JacksonKing of Pop...and so much morewe love you Michael <3

Have I found My true friends?

Well, lately this question has been lingering in my head. When will I be absoulutely positive that I know who my true friends are. I thought before, that I had found that special friend. But then I also soon found out that she would be the same one to turn right back around and stab me in the back. The scenarsio is the same each time. You find a girl, talk talk talk, tell her your deepest thoughts,and then youre best friends. And then two months later , the same chick you thought had your back is using a knife to stab you in it. So i guess its true, friends do come and go. But I also thought it was true that you always have at least one genuine one to keep your sanity in the bunch. And I may have found my one, but how am I sure when all the others who I was almost positive about. Turned on me, and left me standing. Dont get me wrong, I love my best friend beyond words. I would give my last dying breath for her because I love her that much. But how do I know she will do the same for me.? Am I supposed to go with my heart, or my mind? haha. And this sounds a lot like a relationship type thing, but I assure you, I dont roll the opposite of normal, Im straight. But I do have a genuine love for my friends. And with that said, I want to know for sure if the ones that I have are truly there for me, as I am there for them. Im genuine with it, so how do I know positively that they are genuine with it too.

The four people in this pic, including myself, used to be best friends. But then, the two who have been marked out kind of strayed onto other things leaving the two remaining with nothing but each other....which leads to the pic you see below.

This girl here, truly is and hopefully will always be my bestfried. I know that we go through our ups and down, but we always overcome it all. and I am hoping that she truly is my real best friend. I believe this relationship to be genuine. and hopefully I am correct in my predictions. ;)

Im New to This

So yeaaa.. basically I am very new to this blogging thing. I have no clue what Im doing, all I know is that I love to write, and I would love to get feedback on my writing. I would also like to recieve help on how to blog,,lol. But I still havent figured out yet what my blog was all about..still trying to come up with something "great". I want it to be catchy, so check later and it may be up and active. Give me aa couple of days and trust I will figure this our. Lol, well,,, I really dont have anything else specific to say on this post..so please feedback is appreciated.

-BriJea_**